A Novel
Cheimari
I. Arcilla
I
was standing in a cliff, looking down and thinking of flying so I can go to the
other side. I always wanted to see what’s in there. I’m human if you want to
ask, well, not entirely, but my appearance would be just like you, so human.
The color of my eyes changes depending on my emotions; blue if I’m sad, green if
I’m in panic and pinkish if I feel happy. My hair is long and straight; it has
shades of grey and purple, but totally, it’s white. People always asks why I
chose to dye my hair like that; I just smile and say, “I love it.” They will
just smirk and laugh at me. I’m always alone, I prefer not to mingle with
people and have some friends; not because I hate the idea, but because I don’t
want to endanger their lives because of me. I can protect them if I’ll stay
away. Someone’s watching over me, everything I do is recorded. I do have
allies; I’m the only one who can see them. Sometimes, they’re sitting at the
park while I’m reading a book nearby; walking behind me; or just standing right
beside me while I’m doing something. It
can freak you out if you’re in my shoes because they will just pop-up somewhere
near you. I have what you call family; but they are not my real family, I’m
adopted. My Dad told me that he saw me outside their door one evening, my Mom
fell in love with me because I’m still a baby, a new-born to be exact, so they
decided to keep me. I have two siblings; a girl and a boy, I love them but they
think I’m weird so they kept their distance. My parents asked me if I’m OK or
if something’s bothering me because I always want to be alone. I will just give
them a nod. I stay away from them if I have a chance; I don’t eat, but I’ll
just say that I’m eating late in the evening because I’m on a diet; I will let
them feel that I’ll be alright if they
will just let me stay in my room, so no family outings, no partying etc. They
can never go inside my room, we had a deal. Yes, they think that I’m not normal
but I know that they love me that’s why I’m still here, living with them. Time
will come that I will need to leave so I’m starting to make them feel that I’m
not here; I don’t want drama. There was a chance that I accidentally wounded
myself by a knife and my blood is flowing heavily my Mom started screaming; my
Dad asked me if I’m OK while wiping the blood and washed my finger with water,
I said, “Yes, I don’t feel pain. I can’t feel anything, it seems normal.” They
stared at me like I’m a ghost, so in order for them not to feel scared, I tried
to feel hurt and said “Ouch!” ten times that they hurried and brought me to the
nearest hospital. I didn't mean to scare them, I just don’t know how people
react if they feel the pain. I saw people on TV that they say “Ouch!” so I
tried to imitate it but with what happened, I think I overreacted. After that,
they never let me use a knife or anything that is sharp...
Wait, there's more! ; )
xoxo,
Chei
wow bhe !
ReplyDeletei so love this !
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can't post everything haha it's more than 10k words already... thanks bebe.. <3
ReplyDeleteyou can actually cut it
Deleteand make it fit .
for example for today
200 words ,
tomorrow another 200 words .
so that you'll be able to post everything .
:)
wow...shoot, i'll do that.. thanks again bebe.. ; )
ReplyDeleteno biggie .
Delete:)
halabzhu! :)
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Oh thank you... :)
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oh that's a sad story but written in a good way!
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